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xhelloangelx Dec 01, 2007
Hey, guys!

I used to have another account called Midnightrose22.
I stopped gettting on buzznet when they changed the profile because when I clicked to log in, it ignored me. Then, recently, I  found where I could log in at the  bottom.
Well, my profile is like...gone. Or something.
I donno. But, it really makes me mad. =(
I made a new one, obviously.
I had like...I don't even remember now...a LOT of My Chemical Romance pictures posted and stuff.
Ah, well.
I just wanted you guys to know. =/

.~Rai <3

P.S. Does all the HTML work on my profile? I have dial-up and I'm not about to wait and see if it comes up when it might not in the begin with. Anywho. Does it work? Thankies!
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xhelloangelx
  • Whiteville NC, US
  • 20 Female, Libra
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  • Member Since: 2007-11-20
  • Relationship Status: single
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Occupation: I was killing before killing was cool.

About Me:

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Say it, lover, say it.

I carved your name on the side of this bullet.
~BANG~

Is that your hand on my [ex] girlfriend!?!?

Is that your fucking hand?

I wish you'd do it again.
I'd watch you leave here limping.

And I wish you'd do it again.

I'll watch you leave here limping!
This time someone's getting fucking hurt.


Here comes the next contestant!

Kiss me, it'll heal; but, it won't forget.

I'm trying to find somewhere I belong.

I'm staring in the mirror looking back at the person I hate!

It's time to leave and make it alone...

If everyone cared and nobody cried,

if everyone loved and nobody lied,

if everyone shared and swallowed their pride;

then we'd see the day, when nobody died...

I refuse to be the fool.

I hate myself for loving you.

Say it, say it if it's worth savin' me.

Shot through the heart; and, you're to blame.

Part of me is fighting this; but, part of me is gone!

It's not a lie if you believe it.
It's not a mistake if you always repeat it.

You called me stong you called me weak; but, still your secrets I will keep. You took for granted all the times I never let you down.

Heaven Help Us.

Life would be much better when you're gone.

No love for myself, and no love for another.

WAKE THE DEAD!

How long did I expect love to outway ignorance...?

Will I fall again into dismay...
Will I be ashamed...of crying?

I'm afraid of trying.

She's the one who keeps me all excited.
[now it's over]

I wanna stay in love with my sorrow...

Love is a battlefield.

FUCK YOU!
[secrets don't make friends]


Your words are deadly weapons...killing me...destroying me...

Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care.

Everyone knows I'm in over my head.

WISH SOMEBODY WOULD TELL ME I'M FINE!

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend.

We're going no where fast, tonight.

You can slap me in the face
and you can scream profanity,
you can leave me to die alone; but, I'll still follow you home.It's my life, my pesticide.

I miss you.
I miss you so far...and the collision of your kiss...that made it so hard.
[Makes this so fucking hard.]

Take off my mask; and, leave the lies to the liars.

Call the angels.
[this razorblade was meant for me]
Woah, call the angels.
[we'll mutilate insanity]

Goodbye, my only!

I will avenge my ghost...WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE!

I'm running and I'm crying.

Just think happy thoughts.

Just stay with me, lay with me now.

Could you look them in the face? Could you look me in the face?

I'm melting in your eyes like my first time, that I caught fire.

Don't leave me here...It's all the same in the end.

Three cheers, you fooled them all.
Come'on
HIP, HIP, HOORAY!

Goodbye my luckless romance.

Let's burn this whole place to the ground.

I'd like to like you like you like me, but I can't. Please understand. I'm not a jerk. But, I am.

BABY, I LOOK LIKE AN OUTLAW!
[like an outlaw, baby!]

Bang, bang, guns go BANG!

We draw to death!
WE DRAW TO DEATH!
We draw to death!
WE DRAW TO DEATH!
WOAH YEAH!

Now that I've lost you it kills me to say, I try to hold on as you slowly slip away...

So many things to tell her...but, how to make her see. The truth about my past?
Impossible, she'd turn away from me.

I can't...go...on living this way.

Can you feel the love tonight?

Bet your tummy hurts you, ya motherfucker.

Liar, liar. Pants on fire and the pills go down and get you higher, baby.

MOTHERFUCKER!

You will burn in hell, they say.

I'm driving by your house...though, I know you aren't home.

My love will still be strong. Even after the boys of Summer have gone.

I don't understand what happened to our love.

I'm gonna show you what I'm made of!

I'd never let you down, even if I could.

So, love me when I'm gone.

This is my last resort.




MY HERO:


"If you guys have been listening to this band and coming to see us for a long time, you know we've always said to you guys that if you get depressed, that you can find somebody to talk to. You can find help if you feel suicidal or anything like that. That's something we've always said. That's something we've been saying on this tour... is that, you know, sometimes the world can be a really ugly place, right? It's not always really pretty, it's ugly, people's feelings get hurt. Sometimes it's terrible, but it's also a really beautiful place, and we all share it together. If you ever feel depressed or hurt in any way, or you find yourself feeling very desperate, you find somebody that you trust, that you can talk to-- be it a teacher, a parent, a best friend, a therapist at school. There's lots of free programs, you guys can find somebody to talk to... but the main thing is no matter what, no matter what happens to you, no matter how desperate you feel, you never resort to violence."
- Gerard Arthur Way.

I love, him. <3



You can not judge me, for you do not know me. Pronouncing oneself unique has become quite a fad nowadays. So I'll skip that one. At least know my name - Rachel. I believe that is the least unique thing about me. I love drama, but I hate being in the middle of it. So do not think me a drama queen. I'm far from it. The subcategory of drama I adore is tragedy, of course. Though I do find it pointless in many ways. One works so hard to create a plot, and then, in the very end, everybody dies. Sad epilogues and eulogies are all that's left. Much like in life. We all end that way. Our lives end with clichéd epitaphs. Mine won't. I'll make sure of it. // Often I come off as arrogant or bitchy. Mostly because 90% of human population can't differentiate sarcasm and rude remarks. I do and I use it. Sue me. // One thing I appreciate greatly is one's wits. I enjoy clever conversations and fast-paced lifestyles. For a person who hates ramblings, I sure am doing a lot of it right now. // I dream small. My confidence has faltered after a lot of back stabbing. I still dream big, but with caution. // I write to escape. // My life isn't perfect. Suicide and eating disorders are fads too, I dare to notice. So to state it openly - I do not have a deathwish nor do I have an eating disorder. The only thing I'll admit is that I'm a nervous wreck at times and a heavy person. I'm not easy to handle. Good luck.









^^I love them with all my heart.
Gotta a problem with it?
Too fucking bad. <3







^Aww, much? ^_^









Yes? No? Maybe?

Yes, fucking, yes. -_-?




There are many kinds of people. Mostly, we divide them into two groups: the good ones and the bad ones. Even though we are aware the world is everything but black and white. When some of us decide to live through their lives ignorant to that simple truth, another shade of reality starts to bleed from their canvas - red. The world is gray. Gray. Gray is the color of manipulators and liars. Every truth has its fine lines and shades. So does every lie. So does every person. And the canvas keeps on bleeding until there is no more.







Yeah, I'm too nice for my own good.

Yeah, I refuse to do drugs and/or smoke.

Yeah, I DO want a future so I actually DON'T mind going to school!

Yeah, I think 'getting wasted' is a WASTE of time!

Yeah, I can be mature.

Yeah, I know when to hold my tongue.

Yeah, I always fall for the wrong person.

Yeah, I waste my time writing shit like this.

Yeah, I love to read.

Yeah, I hate this town.

Yeah, I get hurt really easily.

Yeah, I cry when I get yelled at.

Yeah, I get offended really quickly.

Yeah, I think I'm a fuck-up.

Yeah, I know I'm pathetic.

Yeah, I know you probably hate me.



But, still.



Stop thinking you can walk right over me.

Stop thinking I won't fight back.

Stop thinking I'm all smiles.

Stop thinking I'm stuck up.

STOP thinking you're better than me!
Why?
Because you aren't.
We are all supposed to be equal. So, you have an expensive car. So, what? I don't give a fuck about who you are or who you think you are. It's my fucking life. If I want to screw it up, if I haven't already. Let me. It's none of your business what I'm sad about or why I'm pissed. Just fuck off and leave me alone.







God, I love them...





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Hehe...




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This is for all the kids who doodle MCR lyrics instead of paying attention in class.


This is for all the kids who listened to 'I'm Not Okay' on repeat because it made them feel like they weren't alone.


This is for all the kids who have seen 'Life On The Murder Scene' twenty bajillion times.


This is for all the kids who bought 'The Black Parade' the second it came out and clung to it like a security blanket for a month.


This is for all the kids who love Gerard, no matter what color his hair is.


This is for all the kids think Mikey is awesome, with or without glasses.


This is for all the kids who wish they could play guitar like Frank.


This is for all the kids were worried about Bob when he burnt his leg.


This is for all the kids who secretly fantasize about playing with Ray's hair.


This is for all the kids who know that as long as there is a My Chemical Romance, they will never be alone.


This is for all the kids who love My Chemical Romance with all their hearts.


This is for all the kids who wear their t-shirts not just to look cool, but to promote them too.


This is for all the kids who saved up their allowance for months, babysat, and mowed lawns to go to their concert and sing every word.


This is for all the kids who were never okay.



This is for the MCRmy.









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Favorite Music:

-My Chemical Romance
, -Pencey Prep
, -HIM
, -AFI
, -Seether
, -Evanescence
, -Breaking Benjamin
, -Guns n' Roses
, -Heart
, -Black Sabbath
, -Def Leopard
, -Nine Inch Nails
, -No Doubt
, -Journey
, -The Ramones
, -Queen
, -The Smashing Pumpkins
, -Foreigner
, -Kiss
, -Something Corporate
, -Aerosmith
, -The Used
, -Marilyn Manson
, -Cradle of Filth
, -Avenged Sevenfold
, -Slipknot
, -Drowning Pool
, -Panic! At the Disco
, -From First to Last
, -Blind Guardian
, -Aiden
, -Linkin Park
, -Weird Al Yankovic
, -Green Day
, -All American Rejects
, -The Killers
, -Rob Zombie
, -Three Doors Down
, -Nickleback
, -The Beatles
, -ACDC

, Japanese Rock

, -Vidoll
, -The Candy Spooky Theatre
, -An Cafe
, -D'espairsRay
, -Miyavi
, -Dir en Grey
, -176BIZ
, -Alice Nine
, -BeForU
, -deadman
, -Gackt
, -Hyde
, -Kagrra
, -L'Arc~en~Ciel
, -Malice Mizer
, -Panic Channel
, -UVERworld

Favorite Movies:

-Saw I-VI
, -The Ring I & II
, -The Grudge I & II
, -Freddy Kruegar
, -

Favorite TV Shows:

-Moonlight
, -That 70's Show
, -Bones
, -Friends
, -Ghost Whisperer
, -Distant Shores
, -The Simpsons
, -South Park
, -Family Guy
, -So You Think You Can Dace?
, -Dancing With The Stars

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